XIX
I Am Much in the Hands of the Ladies
The copying was a weary business, the more so as I perceived very early there was no sort of urgency in the matters treated, and began very early to consider my employment a pretext. I had no sooner finished, than I got to horse, used what remained of daylight to the best purpose, and being at last fairly benighted, slept in a house by Almond-Water side. I was in the saddle again before the day, and the Edinburgh booths were just opening when I clattered in by the West Bow and drew up a smoking horse at my lord Advocateās door. I had a written word for Doig, my lordās private hand that was thought to be in all his secrets, a worthy, little plain man, all fat and snuff and self-sufficiency. Him I found already at his desk and already bedabbled with maccabaw, in the same anteroom where I rencountered with James More. He read the note scrupulously through like a chapter in his Bible.
āHām,ā says he, āye come a wee thing ahint-hand, Mr.Ā Balfour. The birdās flaen, we hae letten her out.ā
āMiss Drummond is set free?ā I cried.
āAchy!ā said he. āWhat would we keep her for, ye ken? To hae made a steer about the bairn would hae pleased naebody.ā
āAnd whereāll she be now?ā says I.
āGude kens!ā says Doig, with a shrug.
āSheāll have gone home to Lady Allardyce, Iām thinking,ā said I.
āThatāll be it,ā said he.
āThen Iāll gang there straight,ā says I.
āBut yeāll be for a bite or ye go?ā said he.
āNeither bite nor sup,ā said I. āI had a good waucht of milk in by Ratho.ā
āAweel, aweel,ā says Doig. āBut yeāll can leave your horse here and your bags, for it seems weāre to have your up-put.ā
āNa, na,ā said I. āTamsonās mear17 would never be the thing for me, this day of all days.ā
Doig speaking somewhat broad, I had been led by imitation into an accent much more countrified than I was usually careful to affect, a good deal broader indeed than I have written it down; and I was the more ashamed when another voice joined in behind me with a scrap of a ballad:
āGae saddle me the bonny black,
Gae saddle sune and makā him ready,
For I will down the Gatehope-slack,
And aā to see my bonny leddy.ā
The young lady, when I turned to her, stood in a morning gown, and her hands muffled in the same, as if to hold me at a distance. Yet I could not but think there was kindness in the eye with which she saw me.
āMy best respects to you, Mistress Grant,ā said I bowing.
āThe like to yourself, Mr.Ā David,ā she replied, with a deep courtesy, āAnd I beg to remind you of an old musty saw, that meat and mass never hindered man. The mass I cannot afford you, for we are all good Protestants. But the meat I press on your attention. And I would not wonder but I could find something for your private ear that would be worth the stopping for.ā
āMistress Grant,ā said I, āI believe I am already your debtor for some merry wordsāand I think they were kind tooāon a piece of unsigned paper.ā
āUnsigned paper?ā says she, and made a droll face, which was likewise wondrous beautiful, as of one trying to remember.
āOr else I am the more deceived,ā I went on. āBut to be sure, we shall have the time to speak of these, since your father is so good as to make me for a while your inmate; and the gomeral begs you at this time only for the favour of his liberty.ā
āYou give yourself hard names,ā said she.
āMr.Ā Doig and I would be blythe to take harder at your clever pen,ā says I.
āOnce more I have to admire the discretion of all menfolk,ā she replied. āBut if you will not eat, off with you at once; you will be back the sooner, for you go on a foolās errand. Off with you, Mr.Ā David,ā she continued, opening the door.
āHe has lowpen on his bonny grey,
He rade the richt gate and the ready;
I trow he would neither stint nor stay,
Far he was seeking his bonny leddy.ā
I did not wait to be twice bidden, and did justice to Miss Grantās citation on the way to Dean.
Old Lady Allardyce walked there alone in the garden, in her hat and mutch, and having a silver-mounted staff of some black wood to lean upon. As I alighted from my horse, and drew near to her with congees, I could see the blood come in her face, and her head fling into the air like what I had conceived of empresses.
āWhat brings you to my poor door?ā she cried, speaking high through her nose. āI cannot bar it. The males of my house are dead and buried; I have neither son nor husband to stand in the gate for me; any beggar can pluck me by the baird18āand a baird there is, and thatās the worst of it yet!ā she added, partly to herself.
I was extremely put out at this reception, and the last remark, which seemed like a daft wifeās, left me near hand speechless.
āI see I have fallen under your displeasure, maāam,ā said I. āYet I will still be so bold as ask after Mistress Drummond.ā
She considered me with a burning eye, her lips pressed close together into twenty creases, her hand shaking on her staff. āThis cows all!ā she cried. āYe come to me to spier for her! Would God I knew!ā
āShe is not here?ā I cried.
She threw up her chin and made a step and a cry at me, so that I fell back incontinent.
āOut upon your leeing throat!ā she cried. āWhat! ye come and spier at me! Sheās in jyle, whaur ye took her toāthatās all there is to it. And of aā the beings ever I beheld in breeks, to think it should be you! Ye timmer scounārel, if I had a male left to my name I would have your jaicket dustit till ye raired.ā
I thought it not good to delay longer in that place because I remarked her passion to be rising. As I turned to the horse-post she even followed me; and I make no shame to confess that I rode away with the one stirrup on and scrambling for the other.
As I knew no other quarter where I could push my inquiries, there was nothing left me but to return to the Advocateās. I was well received by the four ladies, who were now in company together, and must give the news of Prestongrange and what word went in the west country, at the most inordinate length and with great weariness to myself; while all the time that young lady, with whom I so much desired to be alone again, observed me quizzically and seemed to find pleasure in the sight of my impatience. At last, after I had endured a meal with them, and was come very near the point of appealing for an interview before her aunt, she went and stood by the music case, and picking out a tune, sang to it on a high keyāāHe that will not when he may, When he will he shall have nay.ā But this was the end of her rigours, and presently, after making some excuse of which I have no mind, she carried me away in private to her fatherās library. I should not fail to say that she was dressed to the nines, and appeared extraordinary handsome.
āNow, Mr.Ā David, sit ye down here and let us have a two-handed crack,ā said she. āFor I have much to tell you, and it appears besides that I have been grossly unjust to your good taste.ā
āIn what manner, Mistress Grant?ā I asked. āI trust I have never seemed to fail in due respect.ā
āI will be your surety, Mr.Ā David,ā said she. āYour respect, whether to yourself or your poor neighbours, has been always and most fortunately beyond imitation. But that is by the question. You got a note from me?ā she asked.
āI was so bold as to suppose so upon inference,ā said I, āand it was kindly thought upon.ā
āIt must have prodigiously surprised you,ā said she. āBut let us begin with the beginning. You have not perhaps forgot a day when you were so kind as to escort three very tedious misses to Hope Park? I have the less cause to forget it myself, because you was so particular obliging as to introduce me to some of the principles of the Latin grammar, a thing which wrote itself profoundly on my gratitude.ā
āI fear I was sadly pedantical,ā said I, overcome with confusion at the memory. āYou are only to consider I am quite unused with the society of ladies.ā
āI will say the less about the grammar then,ā she replied. āBut how came you to desert your charge? āHe has thrown her out, overboard, his ain dear Annie!āāā she hummed; āand his ain dear Annie and her two sisters had to taigle home by theirselves like a string of green geese! It seems you returned to my papaās, where you showed yourself excessively martial, and then on to realms unknown, with an eye (it appears) to the Bass Rock; solan geese being perhaps more to your mind than bonny lasses.ā
Through all this raillery there was something indulgent in the ladyās eye which made me suppose there might be better coming.
āYou take a pleasure to torment me,ā said I, āand I make a very feckless plaything; but let me ask you to be more merciful. At this time there is but the one thing that I care to hear of, and that will be news of Catriona.ā
āDo you call her by that name to her face, Mr.Ā Balfour?ā she asked.
āIn troth, and I am not very sure,ā I stammered.
āI would not do so in any case to strangers,ā said Miss Grant. āAnd why are you so much immersed in the affairs of this young lady?ā
āI heard she was in prison,ā said I.
āWell, and now you hear that she is out of it,ā she replied, āand what more would you have? She has no need of any further champion.ā
āI may have the greater need of her, maāam,ā said I.
āCome, this is better!ā says Miss Grant. āBut look me fairly in the face; am I not bonnier than she?ā
āI would be the last to be denying it,ā said I. āThere is not your marrow in all Scotland.ā
āWell, here you have the pick of the two at your hand, and must needs speak of the other,ā said she. āThis is never the way to please the ladies, Mr.Ā Balfour.ā
āBut, mistress,ā said I, āthere are surely other things besides mere beauty.ā
āBy which I am to understand that I am no better than I should be, perhaps?ā she asked.
āBy which you will please understand that I am like the cock in the midden in the fable book,ā said I. āI see the braw jewelāand I like fine to see it tooābut I have more need of the pickle corn.ā
āBravissimo!ā she cried. āThere is a word well said at last, and I will reward you for it with my story. That same night of your desertion I came late from a friendās houseāwhere I was excessively admired, whatever you may think of itāand what should I hear but that a lass in a tartan screen desired to speak with me? She had been there an hour or better, said the servant-lass, and she grat in to herself as she sat waiting. I went to her direct; she rose as I came in, and I knew her at a look. āGrey Eyes!ā says I to myself, but was more wise than to let on. āYou will be Miss Grant at last?ā she says, rising and looking at me hard and pitiful. āAy, it was true he said, you are bonny at all events.āāāThe way God made me, my dear,ā I said, ābut I would be gey and obliged if ye could tell me what brought you here at such a time of the night.āāāLady,ā she said, āwe are kinsfolk, we are both come of the blood of the sons of Alpin.āāāMy dear,ā I replied, āI think no more of Alpin or his sons than what I do of a kale-stock. You have a better argument in these tears upon your bonny face.ā And at that I was so weakminded as to kiss her, which is what you would like to do dearly, and I wager will never find the courage of. I say it was weakminded of me, for I knew no more of her than the outside; but it was the wisest stroke I could have hit upon. She is a very staunch, brave nature, but I think she has been little used with tenderness; and at that caress (though to say the truth, it was but lightly given) her heart went out to me. I will never betray the secrets of my sex, Mr.Ā Davie; I will never tell you the way she turned me round her thumb, because it is the same she will use to twist yourself. Ay, it is a fine lass! She is as clean as hill well water.ā
āShe is eāenāt!ā I cried.
āWell, then, she told me her concerns,ā pursued Miss Grant, āand in what a swither she was in about her papa, and what a taking about yourself, with very little cause, and in what a perplexity she had found herself after you was gone away. āAnd then I minded at long last,ā says she, āthat we were kinswomen, and that Mr.Ā David should have given you the name of the bonniest of the bonny, and I was thinking to myself āIf she is so bonny she will be good at all events;ā and I took up my foot soles out of that.ā That was when I forgave yourself, Mr.Ā Davie. When you was in my society, you seemed upon hot iron; by all marks, if ever I saw a young man that wanted to be gone, it was yourself, and I and my two sisters were the ladies you were so desirous to be gone from; and now it appeared you had given me some notice in the bygoing, and was so kind as to comment on my attractions! From that hour you may date our friendship, and I began to think with tenderness upon the Latin grammar.ā
āYou will have many hours to rally me in,ā said I, āand I think besides you do yourself injustice, I think it was Catriona turned your heart in my direction, she is too simple to perceive as you do the stiffness of her friend.ā
āI would not like to wager upon that, Mr.Ā David,ā said she. āThe lasses have clear eyes. But at least she is your friend entirely, as I was to see. I carried her in to his lordship my papa; and his Advocacy, being in a favourable stage of claret, was so good as to receive the pair of us. āHere is Grey Eyes that you have been deaved with these days past,ā said I, āshe is come to prove that we spoke true, and I lay the prettiest lass in the three Lothians at your feetāāmaking a papistical reservation of myself. She suited her action to my words; down she went upon her knees to himāI would not like to swear but he saw two of her, which doubtless made her appeal the more irresistible, for you are all a pack of Mahomedansātold him what had passed that night, and how she had withheld her fatherās man from following of you, and what a case she was in about her father, and what a flutter for yourself; and begged with weeping for the lives of both of you (neither of which was in the slightest danger) till I vow I was proud of my sex because it was done so pretty, and ashamed for it because of the smallness of the occasion. She had not gone far, I assure you, before the Advocate was wholly sober, to see his inmost politics ravelled out by a young lass and discovered to the most unruly of his daughters. But we took him in hand, the pair of us, and brought that matter straight. Properly managedāand that means managed by meāthere is no one to compare with my papa.ā
āHe has been a good man to me,ā said I.
āWell, he was a good man to Katrine, and I was there to see to it,ā said she.
āAnd she pled for me!ā said I.
āShe did that, and very movingly,ā said Miss Grant. āI would not like to tell you what she said, I find you vain enough already.ā
āGod reward her for it!ā cried I.
āWith Mr.Ā David Balfour, I suppose?ā says she.
āYou do me too much injustice at the last!ā I cried. āI would tremble to think of her in such hard hands. Do you think I would presume, because she begged my life? She would do that for a new whelped puppy! I have had more than that to set me up, if you but kenād. She kissed that hand of mine. Ay, but she did. And why? because she thought I was playing a brave part and might be going to my death. It was not for my sake, but I need not be telling that to you that cannot look at me without laughter. It was for the love of what she thought was bravery. I believe there is none but me and poor Prince Charlie had that honour done them. Was this not to make a god of me? and do you not think my heart would quake when I remember it?ā
āI do laugh at you a good deal, and a good deal more than is quite civil,ā said she; ābut I will tell you one thing: if you speak to her like that, you have some glimmerings of a chance.ā
āMe?ā I cried, āI would never dare. I can speak to you, Miss Grant, because itās a matter of indifference what ye think of me. But her? no fear!ā said I.
āI think you have the largest feet in all broad Scotland,ā says she.
āTroth, they are no very small,ā said I, looking down.
āAh, poor Catriona!ā cried Miss Grant.
And I could but stare upon her; for though I now see very well what she was driving at (and perhaps some justification for the same), I was never swift at the uptake in such flimsy talk.
āAh well, Mr.Ā David,ā she said, āit goes sore against my conscience, but I see I shall have to be your speaking board. She shall know you came to her straight upon the news of her imprisonment; she shall know you would not pause to eat; and of your conversation she shall hear just so much as I think convenient for a maid of her age and inexperience. Believe me, you will be in that way much better served than you could serve yourself, for I will keep the big feet out of the platter.ā
āYou know where she is, then?ā I exclaimed.
āThat I do, Mr.Ā David, and will never tell,ā said she.
āWhy that?ā I asked.
āWell,ā she said, āI am a good friend, as you will soon discover; and the chief of those that I am a friend to is my papa. I assure you, you will never heat nor melt me out of that, so you may spare me your sheepās eyes; and adieu to your David-Balfourship for the now.ā
āBut there is yet one thing more,ā I cried. āThere is one thing that must be stopped, being mere ruin to herself, and to me too.ā
āWell,ā she said, ābe brief, I have spent half the day on you already.ā
āMy Lady Allardyce believes,ā I began, āshe supposesāshe thinks that I abducted her.ā
The colour came into Miss Grantās face, so that at first I was quite abashed to find her ear so delicate, till I bethought me she was struggling rather with mirth, a notion in which I was altogether confirmed by the shaking of her voice as she repliedā
āI will take up the defence of your reputation,ā said she. āYou may leave it in my hands.ā
And with that she withdrew out of the library.